I am new to blogging, so please forgive me if I get this wrong, or if something is misspelled. Also I had a stroke four years ago and am relearning everything I knew before. Let me start by introducing myself. My name is Bradley Morton. I am a recovering homosexual. I spent many years under the asinine delusion that I was the only same sex attracted male who believed in God as I had been poisoned with the lie that if you are saved, then you are no longer gay.
I made many mistakes because of this lie and suffered from a very low self-esteem because of this. I hope to rectify this.
Many things affected my life – the suicide of my best friend, denial that I was gay, depression and suicidal tendencies, nearly becoming a male prostitute, having a mentally abusive boyfriend, the stroke a few years ago, and most importantly God. There wasn’t some deathbed conversion, because I always believed in Him, but I wasn’t living for Him. Other things that touched me was infidelity, neglect, cross dressing, drugs and alcohol, religiosity, physical abuse, lack of knowledge about matters of the spirit, incest and a slew of others.
I will speak of these things in upcoming posts. Do I have all the answers? No. The stroke wiped out much of what I thought I knew, so it is a relearning process. I can’t quote scripture easily, but I do know God intimately and only wish to share. I am not doing this for my self-gratification. All comments are welcome, but keep it clean. I will try to answer in questions or remarks in a timely fashion.